daneeka:)

when i'm sad, i throw a pity party for myself and listen to sad sad sad songs. stupid? to you maybe. to me, it's all good. when i'm happy, i listen to songs that make me feel infinite:)

I seriously want to punch that bitch.

I just don’t care to go out with people now. Not that I don’t care about people, but I am just not good at talking anymore. I see everyone else going out and having so much fun but I can’t do that. I won’t.

I don’t wanna go to this stupid fucking party tonight. I hate parties. And drinking at parties. But he said he’d go even if I didn’t :o and that is not gonna fly with me so that means I have to go:( Fuck let it be Sunday already.

This is why I stopped hanging out with girls. Stupid bitch.

I just want to cry. I don’t want to go to that party in march. I just don’t. I’m so insecure and scared, I don’t want another girl hugging him or have them talking alone. Don’t fucking judge me because this is how I feel. I don’t want him sharing his drink with another girl again. I’m so scared. I really don’t want to go. but I know he’ll get mad

Just cuz I confronted her doesn’t mean I’m okay with her. I hate nevershoutnever now.

Funny when your own damn boyfriend would rather sit and look up videogame shit on his computer instead of making you feel better.

Oh my god I can’t even function. I’m so depressed and mad. No one and no where to turn to. Where my heart should be is just an empty hole. I don’t know what to do. Everything’s fucking up.

As of tomorrow, no more stupid ralphs. So Fuck you mike, Fuck you tom, Fuck you Eddie and Marisol, Fuck you Doug, Fuck everyone. I’m so done. You fuckers made my life hell and enjoy your pathetic lives at the store because you were too lazy to go to college and actually make something of yourself. I wish I could fucking hit you all, but I don’t wanna touch your nasty skin. The girls there, you may call yourselves my friends, but really? You would never invite me anywhere with you girls. Fuck everyone. Mike you’re a gay piece of shit and you need to stop thinking you’re cool cuz you look like a sissy frigid bitch. And Doug, no one gives a fuck about your sad life. Fuck. I am so happy to leave

Should I end it?

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